Let us approach [God] with a true and sincere heart in unqualified assurance of faith, having had our hearts sprinkled clean from an evil conscience and our bodies washed with pure water. Let us seize and hold tightly the confession of our hope without wavering, for He who promised is reliable and trustworthy and faithful [to His word].
Hebrews 10:22-23
You’re close. You are very close to that tipping point of understanding. This has nothing to do with your current circumstances… but all to do with the point where your words are more than mere words. The point where the veil is let down some so that your eyes can see God more clearly.
Your head and mind are in the way. You know what you are supposed to do and be like, but you need to connect that process to your heart. Your heart is the key, the key to everything. You believe, yes… but even the devil and his imps believe. So what is it then you ask? It’s a point where you need to step through the threshold of the doorway. Step from where you are to where God is. You have hope, but you waver and wonder when… you have faith, because you have seen God and watched others. Step through the doorway friend. Jesus is just on the other side. It’s where your hope and your faith turn into something more. It’s where they turn into belief and a knowing that your prayers are already answered.
Because God, who promised, is reliable and trustworthy and faithful to His Word.