And their sins and iniquities will I remember no more

Hebrews 10:17

It is probably the most liberating thing in the world to truly know that once God forgives your sin, He cannot remember it. We think that God is keeping record of all our transgressions: that He’s keeping a list for some upcoming day of judgment. Many
believe that He just keeps adding up all our sin waiting for the straw that breaks the camel’s back to unleash His wrath and let us have it.

In reality, when we go to God and ask His forgiveness, He deals with our sin that very moment. He is in that very moment. He is the great I AM, not the great I’ll be someday. Once you’ve repented, let it go.