But love [that is, unselfishly seek the best or higher good for] your enemies, and do good, and lend, expecting nothing in return; for your reward will be great (rich, abundant), and you will be sons of the Most High; because He Himself is kind and gracious and good to the ungrateful and the wicked.Luke 6:35
You want more and you want to be used by Christ, but are you obeying Him? Are you doing the last thing that God asked of you? Or, is the “thing” God has asked of you been put on the back burner as you wait and expect something new and different? Christ asks us to obey Him even when it may not make sense in our own minds. Obey and see what Christ will do.
Do you trust Christ with all that you are and all that you have? Then give as He has instructed and believe what His Word says. He is faithful and true. Christ is waiting for you to step out of your comfort zone and into all that He has called you and prepared you for.
Give as though you have an endless supply, because Christ is your endless supply. Love as Christ loves, with a complete and full heart, hoping for reciprocation but giving ALL no matter what, and in every circumstance. Don’t hold anything back and Christ will open the flood gates for you, pouring out and overflowing… knowing no bounds and exceeding beyond measure.
Test Him and see.