For our struggle is not against flesh and blood [contending only with physical opponents], but against the rulers, against the powers, against the world forces of this [present] darkness, against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly (supernatural) places.Ephesians 6:12
Friend, the enemy is real. He will not stop at anything or give up in order to get you side tracked and away from that which God has called you. Don’t second guess yourself. You are more than able and capable, you have been given everything that you need in order to accomplish that which God has placed before you. Take the steps forward. Ignore the attacks that are coming on all fronts attempting to push you further away from your purpose. See them for what they are and know that God is here with you through all of it.
Don’t give up, you need to do the thing that you used to know without a doubt that God gave to you. Press in and stand firm… It’s time to get back on track and move forward. There is no fear when God is right here. Take His hand and walk with Him. That’s all that He has ever wanted you to do.